Walk away from myself
By Blue Apple on Jun 28, 2008 | In Parasites | 1 feedback »
People with very noticeable, painful and difficult parasite infestations are barely making it, mentally. 
To know and feel the ongoing war 24/7 is like being grilled by Beelzebub down there ![]()
At many times I wish that I could detach myself from my body, take it off like a it would be a wet suit. Crawl out of myself.

When can I be the girl next door?
By Blue Apple on Jun 8, 2008 | In Parasites | 1 feedback »
I am staring at the life outside my window. I am leaning on the windowsill, looking out. The neighbors that live just on the opposite row of houses have gathered, they are sitting in the garden drinking wine and talking, and laughing. ![]()
There are two daughters sitting with them. I remember when they where just small kids running around and playing, now they are young ladies.
Stage 1. Facing the truth: I had opened the gates to hell
By Blue Apple on May 12, 2008 | In Parasites | Send feedback »

I had tortured my body for 2 years with various cleanses and protocols but I had never experienced pain like this before. The pain that hit me like a bomb after 4 weeks of ingesting so called anti-parasite herbs. Each day during these weeks I had taken a little stronger dose of herbs just to ensure that any so called parasite would be gone. I was told that all I had to do is to take anti-parasite herbs twice a year to be parasite free, and happy. I had done so many other cleanses, so why not do a parasite cleanse. It was probably a good thing to do since I had so many symptoms.
Ignorance is bliss?
Introduction of Mona and the discovery of "trouble makers"
By Blue Apple on May 1, 2008 | In Parasites | 1 feedback »
Hello there friends!
My name is Mona and I live in Sweden in a small town outside of Stockholm. I am 23 years old.
I am very lucky to have found RHR plus and such wonderful friends. It it is a blessing.
It is no secret that we all here share a story, a painful story. Many of us have been to several doctors who can’t find what is wrong with us and if we argue further they think we are ko-ko
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I have a story to tell. It is not pretty and can be rather graphic. I can only describe the truth and I do so in detail. It can be harsh but my intention is not to scare you away, but to show the truth.